Current mood:	relaxed
Current music:	jay chou: november's chopin

hello everyone
wah, its been a long time since i updated properly.. reason is because i have not been going online at night for the past few months since i've started working.. so every friend of mine has been saying, "eh, why your blog always nv update one?!" ok, so friends, here is a proper update of my life.. hahaa

anyway, things has been going rather fine with me at work during these months.. or rather i must say im rather lucky to land a job that i am enjoying and great colleagues to work with.. time really flies, and 30 Nov will mark the 6 months that im working in amkh already.. wow wow wow.. when i first took the job, i was thinking if im able to survive the 6 mths probation, and on monday, i will be having my confirmation report already..

anyway, i find that i had miss sch after working also.. and life has been really MONO i must say.. everyday, wake up early go work, then stone in the MRT, and walk to the hospital, then deal with patients' families and patients, and maybe some ppl will amuse or make me angry, end the day of work and back home and start the new day again.. i was just telling my colleague the other day that if im going to be a social worker for life, i will never be rich.. sad eh? but seems thats the reality.. i should be getting enough to feed myself and parents, but having extravagant things would not be feasible..

so maybe i might be joining another profession if im tired of my social work in future eh? but i thought that after working, i also realise that im very much fortunate than many other ppl who worry abt really the BREAD and Butter issues.. so sometimes when you think like you are in the most shittiest position, there are always ppl even worse than you.. so moral of the story: be contented with who you are and what you have i suppose, maybe you will be happier and thankful..

im just so amazed that how fast all of us have grown up, it always seems like yesterday i had just completed my O levels or A levels.. human beings seem to be contradicting creatures, in the past, i would always like myself to grow up and finish studying faster, so that i can go and earn money and need not depend on parents all the time.. then now i seem to like the carefree life of studying whereby you need not bother so many things.. as you grow older, life becomes more complex.. sigh.. but i think thats how everyone is going through and we have to face it at times..

and people do change all the time too, i used to have this notion that my friends will never change and they would remain the same to me, but after what i have seen and been through, it seems like its not true either.. or maybe im the one who had changed too?

today gemz commented that im the type who would 'ji chou' (who would take things very hard if one had let me down), and its very true which i agreed totally with her.. i think im the type who would really sever ties with someone who kind of hurt me very badly and i would remember the score with him/her.. hahha.. sounds quite scary hor? but im also the sentimental type whereby i would keep my pri sch keychain with me till now, and my sec pencils/ pens which i would not throw away due to memories.. so it seems like im the type who would always remember abt the past and reminiscience abt it..hahaha.. i think thats me lah, just so thinking abt the past and might be reluctant to move on at times.. but what to do? hahah.. i think thats the flaws that everyone of us might have.. anyway, its a long entry today i realise, but i always believe that blogging is a good thing to ventilate.. till then, chum puipui will update again!