sometimes i really don't understand human beings... different kind of faces we face each day.. and sometimes i feel stupid for treating ppl well when they don't appreciate and reciproate.. its seems like they 'deserved' the treatment i should give them.. and if we don't treat them in a certain 'nice' manner --> we are labeled as unfriendly, stingy, selfish and other negative terms..

ppl can be so fucked up at times when they can forget their roots where they come from.. who are the ppl who helped them along the way.. its not as if we want them to treat us like kings or queens but a simple appreciative gesture, a respectful gesture to know that i am thankful for what you have done.. sometimes they just take it for granted which pisses me off BIG BIG Time..

now i know i must not be a FOOL any longer.. whenever the kind of treatment i get, they will just get it back at their face... no longer to play the mr nice guy role again because they will just take you as a fool...

these are hte kind of ppl who 'wake' me up to know what kind of world that we live in.. seriously fucked up ppl who deserves to be slapped to wake up them.. they must know things are not going status quo and rosy for them all year long.. having money, status or power doesnt mean you are a league higher than the others.. to me, when you have no character, you have NOTHING, not even a piece of shit to me..

HUMANs are just intriguing creatures.. and sometimes we tend to forget why we exist in this world.. chasing after a certain status make you blinded to certain things..