Below are the most recent 7 friends' journal entries.

Friday, July 17th, 2009
angelicious07	10:15a	d.r.a.i.n.e.d Much as I love my job there's no escaping from the feeling of being sapped of energy once in awhile especially when everything is lined up back to back =( I know it's unfair to grumble considering there are periods of lull and peaks and the former somehow more than compensate for the latter... but if I've a choice, I rather spead out the projects evenly than kill myself in such a torturous manner! Not forgetting preparations for my trip as well as THE birthday of the year... I get so overwhelmed that I don't feel like talking to anyone by 3pm everyday... ask my colleagues and you would know. I just shut up and shut off after lunch... in fact, I can be yawning my way through my food already... Throw in family and money woes to the already full-to-brim pot of frustrations that's threatening to overflow any second, there's only one word to describe it all - d.i.s.a.s.t.e.r Can I add another word? d.e.p.r.e.s.s.e.d If only Mike can turn into a human with a kiss and offer an assuring hug =S Or better, solve all problems like Superman!?  * * * * *  Maybe there's another explanation to my sadness.  I've not shopped for new clothes for almost *gasp!* 2 months! =S  Hideous!!! Like I've said somewhere in my blog before, when stressed, some engage in sports, some turn to food, while some squeeze balls *ahem* stress-balls... Me? THERE'S NOTHING BETTER AND HAPPIER THAN HEARING THE CASH REGISTER GO 'TIIINNNGGG'!!! It's similar to that AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH when you hit orgasm?! Not that I know how it's like but it should be the same =P  Haiz... but there's no mood nor the MEANS to hit the stores any time soon... not in the next two months or so until I've accumulated enough cash to top-up my savings and pay off outstanding bills - yes! - including that @#%$? tax!!  So in the meantime, the best and cheapest way to starve off that pent-up desire for new wardrobe pieces would be to become - what else? - an ogle-whore lor...  Ogle @ other people's blogs and latest fashion steals lor...  From the boho To the classy   (That's Kylie!!!) To the chic To the laid-back... It's amazing to see how a well-made, statement piece of handbag, jacket and necklace can jazz up your outfit in a jiffy! I'm inspired... but so broke =( Sighz...   Current Mood: sore (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 15th, 2009
angelicious07	11:24p	Some lunches... Chicken soup (with beef meat balls and hee pio or fish maw), rice with Japanese pickles, braised chicken and fried eggs with long beans and shrimps, and plain tea without sugar (been along time I drank tea without sugar in case you wondering) Fried rice (with mixed vegetables from Wattie's - there's ALWAYS a bag in my fridge!) and cubed SPAM - another fave! Braised chicken wings in dark soya sauce and vegetable pasta soup Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Monday, July 13th, 2009
smapxorenji	8:23p	to Naohito... Please take care and recover soon!! I really hope to hear you sing live this Sunday!! Current Mood: worried (Comment on this)
angelicious07	9:14a	It was such a LONG weekend... ... packed with activities!!! Woke up early on Saturday to accompany 'man' to see doctor and went out early on Sunday again for an event!!!  Things're going to be the same the next few weekends too... Haiz... My hopes of lazing in bed with Mike until 2pm in the afternoon are shattered as of now... Just wish this month and the next pass me by ASAP and things return back to normal... I NEED SLEEP!!!  There's just so many things on my mind, the stress and worries AND frustrations! Arghz... and 'man' just don't get it nor able to share the load... and in turn, only create added tensions when all he cares is himself and that of his own feelings?! It's like the case of a kettle fighting to call another kettle 'black' first just before the other has the chance to do so... you get what I mean? And at the end of the day, both are in effect equally black =.=  Sometimes, I do think being alone (with Mike of cos) would suffice... what's the point of staying together when actions borders on schizophrenia and concerns only happen once a fortnight and only upon reminders... it's like 'on - off - on - off - off - off' and more 'offs'... Oh... and I think calling him 'man' is too flattering... should be 'boy' - a pre-school one at that!!! I must say 'boy' isnt the ONLY one in this world feeling what he calls 'tired' - oh please! - if now he can complain so much I wonder how many more tantrums he can display years down the road! As much as he FEARS dying in road accidents due to his 'tiredness', I too fear x100 that I will die from boredom and loneliness - how ironic - with him if this goes on! I can already imagine this scenario: Me: I don't feel well. I think I've got a fever. Boy: Huh? Go see doctor lor... Me: I'm too giddy to move... Boy: I'm tired leh... later I drive get into a car accident how? You take a cab lor... Me: Okay... I will leave and not come back!!!  It's never a threat... IT'S A MANDATE!!! Seriously, I'm better off with just a dog! Current Mood: bitchy (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 9th, 2009
angelicious07	1:05p	Today's lunch: a) Stir-fried long beans with dried shrimps & chili b) Lean pork with pickles in curry sauce (very unique combi but very nice!) c) Deep dried mini anchovies - my favourite! d) Japanese pearl rice I do think it's a waste & costly for my mum to treat this as normal rice!! Hahaha... but I shouldn't be complaining cos the rice goes very well with the curry pork... yummy! Reminds me of Japanese curry rice... LOL * * * * *  About a week more to go before I go on my trip and less than a month to my brother's birthday party... and there's so much things I've yet to book/order/plan! Haha... Quite busy this month thanks to all the racial harmony celebrations... the workload is on par with those happening in the other 11 months combined! Phew... really looking forward to that getaway! Shall dedicate some work out to bro's gurlfriend too... I just cannot handle everything on my own! Will be meeting the baker this Saturday to work out the cake design! Finally found one who 'dares' to take up my challenge and demands hahahaha... Guess come my own wedding, I will be doing something similar... like getting a REAL three or four tier cake, cutting it and then distributing them to every guests as desserts! There's just too many weddings with fake cakes around! But I digressed! And then there's the *surprise* which I've yet to go about executing! Already had it all planned out on paper... just waiting for the 'garmen' to pay me salary before I hit the stores with my shopping list! Frankly, I'm already broke by all accounts even before this month's pay is credited! Why? Cos of the @#$%&?!! income tax!!! I've got this big urge to write in to the forum pages or some 'garmen' feedback channels asking the big bosses at IRAS to reconsider this one-for-all rule of taxing citizens!  I mean, they should stagger the percentage taxed or segregate via age groups! It makes sense to tax those in their 20s lesser as they just started work, trying to contribute to their family and parents, saving for marriage and realising their dreams!!! How to encourage young adults to get married and boost birth rates when in the first place they don't have enough for their aging parents and maintaining a lifestyle of hanging out and making friends through activities??? They really should relook the income cap they have in place now and study the feasibility of having a more flexible tax system that caters to different age groups!!! Sighz... I can see my dream house drifting further and further away from me... sob sob sob... Sorry Mike... maybe next life you born a rich guy and get a big house your own to run around in... Current Mood: sad Current Music: " 21 Guns " by Green Day (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 8th, 2009
angelicious07	9:51a	Not been updating about my lunch boxes cos of some problems experienced while trying to send picts from my hp to the laptop... sometimes the bluetooth works... sometimes it don't... I think it's something to do with the synchronising system... arghz! * * * * *  Broke but still yearning for a new top or fashion accessory? There's actually alot of low costs methods to revive your wardrobe without breaking your bank account! =) Check out these online stores I've dug out or through word of mouth! From the cool to the whimsical... there's surely something for everyone! Happy browsing (and shopping!) Tracyeinny Stephie Says Shezlabel Wardrobe54 Bianca Gosh Celebrity Fashion Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: " Fire Burning " by Sean Kingston (Comment on this)
Monday, July 6th, 2009
angelicious07	10:36a	Just wana declare: I HATE BUDGET AIRLINES!!! Stup*d F*ck Up Cr*ppy Serv*ce & Blo*dy M*ney Su*ckers!!!  IM SO STICKING TO SIA FROM TODAY THIS VERY MOMENT ONWARDS!!! Even if no money, IM STILL GOING TO TRAVEL WITH BIG ESTABLISHED AIRLINES!!! For slightly more I get everything settled nicely and food and drinks and better or should I say MORE HUMANE services compared to sh*tty budget companies who LOVE charging for everything they can think of!!! In the end, the SAME amount of money I paid them could have bought me a nice seat on SIA!!! Crapz!!! Arghz!!! IM SO PISSED!!! *period* Current Mood: angry (Comment on this)